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[25 Dec 2001|10:37pm] |
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99-2000 * Gorillaz |
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I got a lot of cool stuff like a glass chess board(so i can play when matt gets home) and a CD called Smells Like Bleach which is a punk tribute to Nirvana. Matt called me (YAY!!!!) just to say merry Christmas and I MISS HIM SOOOOO MUCH!!! But I'm coping, heheh. Hope everyone out there is having a good holiday.
:)
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| Matt |
[23 Dec 2001|10:35pm] |
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Toxicity * System of a Down |
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He called me tonight! :D I'm so happy. I am starting to miss him. But I am taking care of "Princess Morgana" ( The rat I got him for his birthday) while he is gone. She's so cute! I wish he could be here for Christmas...it's so close.
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| Xmas |
[19 Dec 2001|10:04pm] |
Christmas is coming, yay! I'm so excited. I got everyone really good gifts this year. I can't wait to see TJ on Friday!!!! And Matt and I got Mike a cool present.
Fyremonkey007: he said
Fyremonkey007: and i quote
Fyremonkey007: IT KICKS ASS
And Matt is giving me my present tomorrow...and I still have to get Mrs. Schinco's charm...I think I'm going to get her the daucshund one. B.C. she used to have one of them(the animal, not the charm)
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| Couples couples couples! |
[18 Dec 2001|08:53pm] |
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Sour * LB |
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Well I guess the best thing I have to put on here is that Stephy D might go out with Dooey!!! It's so cute! He's being a big sweetheart, and he thinks she's really cool. Ashley and Rich are still together, Ashley and Jeff are still together, Jimmy and Kari are too... yeah... lots of pple still together...
Jens bein a bitch to Mike...
Liz and Josh are... "friends"...
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| Josh |
[18 Dec 2001|08:44pm] |
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Powertrip * Monster Magnet |
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Okay, I know this may not be the nicest way to put it, but WHY can't Josh just go back to Gaylord already???? I mean, nobody wants him here anyways. And he's always making Meredith upset... :(
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| Jenni(again, surprise surprise) |
[18 Dec 2001|08:33pm] |
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Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle * Nirvana |
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I WANT TO PUNCH HER IN THE FACE! I don't know where she gets off thinking that she's so much better than everyone but she is such a shitty person. I hate the way she treats people! If I ever got like that, hell, I'd want someone to punch me in the face. She fucking deserves it. Especially cuz of all the shit she's doing to Mike. It's so gay. I hope she moves to Arkansas.
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| Mike |
[18 Dec 2001|11:52am] |
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Our relationship is a lot better now. I feel so bad for him though. Last night Mere and I were on the phone with him until midnight, and the whole time he kept crying because of Jenni...it makes me mad the kind of games she is playing with him. He's so upset. I keep trying to tell him that it's all going to be okay, and in a way he knows that, but he just wants everything to be over now. He knows he's stupid to keep wanting her back when she's treating him this way but he can't just stop loving her all of a sudden. I really hope he has fun over break, he deserves a vacation.
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| Jenni |
[18 Dec 2001|11:43am] |
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Have you ever met one of those people that is just a pathelogical liar? Well that's Jenni for you. She's being very concieted lately and it's pissing everyone off. Like the other day she IMed our friend Amanda and started telling her that she smelled bad and nobody liked her and all this stuff...which is b.s. cuz Manda is cool...and she keeps putting Mike down...she'll be leading him on one minute, all like, oh Mike we'll hang out tomorrow or something, and then the next minute she turns around and bitches at him and calls him an asshole and makes out with every guy she sees. Also she made up this story and told everyone at Nattie's party that some senior guys who are friends of my friend Tyler's sister tried to "take her clothes off". And that never happened. She told me that Mere dragged her to the lodge, but Josh was the one who picked her up, not Mere, Mere wasn't even in the car. She's lying to everyone about everything. I was going to say something to her today but Mike told me not to, and I know Mike cares about her a lot so I am keeping my mouth shut. But if I hear one more thing...I mean it's stupid really. The whole time she was friends with Mere and me she was always like, "oh I'm so glad I'm friends with you guys instead of Jessie and Lindsay, it makes me realize how conceited I was..." and "Lindsay is so controlling she acts like she owns us..." and "Jessie can be soooo annoying..." and what did she do? Ran right back to Lindsay and Jessie. And the worst thing is all the shit she said to and about Lindsay... I mean I have now gotten to know Lindsay and she's not bad at all... Jenni is treating her friends like shit. She better get her act together soon.
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| Schincos |
[18 Dec 2001|11:36am] |
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Matt is going to be gone alllllll winter vacation... :( We only get a week and a half off but still that sucks. He finally got me my teddy bear yesterday and he forgot to bring it to me. I need to go get him his presents soon! We're getting Mike a big hooded sweatshirt that says How To Break Up With Your Girlfriend and it has these "instructions" it's really funny he's gonna love it. TJ is getting back on Thursday around 8 or so and I'm giving him his present on Friday. It's awesome. I want one for myself, haha. Mike and I are getting along really well lately.
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| Josh |
[16 Dec 2001|09:30pm] |
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Hooker With A Penis * Tool |
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Okay, I'm gonna say this one more time...Josh is really stupid. And really gay. And really...i dont know he's just one of the most retarded people I have ever met. Like, he ran away again...and the reason he runs away is because he's mad, thats all...i mean they aren't starving him or beating him or telling him he's worthless and making him clean the floor with his toungue...it's just because he doesn't get what he wants. And now he's trying to pin it all on Mere I guess...which is even more gay. He's such a fag
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| Mere |
[16 Dec 2001|09:26pm] |
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Breathe * Prodigy |
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Okay, well I guess everything is okay. We talked and stuff. We're cool. She might stay tomorrow night, but i dunno.
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| Josh |
[15 Dec 2001|11:37am] |
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All Apologies * Nirvana |
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Alright, somebody please tell me how I am supposed to believe that he's changed when he's still making Meredith feel bad every chance he gets and he walked out on his family AGAIN? This is getting very very retarded. It's really pissing me off.
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| Alex |
[15 Dec 2001|11:25am] |
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Turn Out the Light * Nelly Furtado |
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TJ said he doesn't really know Alex that well...that he's more of an "associate than an acquaintance". This kinda changes things...actually it changes things a lot. Oh well...it's not like I ever really got to know the kid anyways, right? And he doesn't even live here. But...well he helped out a lot when I was all depressed about the thought of Matt not loving me...I dunno. Oh well.
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| Meredith |
[15 Dec 2001|11:15am] |
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3 Libras * APC |
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I dunno what's going on...she lied to me at least I'm 99 percent sure she did. Considering that both Natalie's mom AND Jenni said that her and Josh picked Jenni up from Nattie's house...I'm so mad. I dont know what to do. I'm so sick of this.
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| Dance |
[15 Dec 2001|11:13am] |
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Heart Shaped Box * Nirvana |
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The christmas dance is in 9 hours!!!!!!! I have to do my hair...take a long shower...make myself look beautiful...all before 5:00 when Matt gets here! He's going to make dinner for us(what a sweetheart!). I'm so excited...
and my dress is pretty :)
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| stuff |
[10 Dec 2001|10:01pm] |
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Jesus Don't Want Me For A Sunbeam * Nirvana |
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TJ's friend Alex(who is very cool) is gonna get himself into some major trouble...:( I hope he doesn't...he also thinks I'm hot...?
Mike and I are on the best terms we've ever been on. Apparently he's not that bad of a guy.
Jenni is not the brightest crayon in the box.
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| Matt |
[10 Dec 2001|09:58pm] |
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Pardon Me * Incubus* |
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Things are going really good! Yesterday was our 9 month, and we went into town for a while...we went in the mirror maze and Matt (very literally) ran into a mirror! It was funny! I bought a small rose tattoo to wear to the dance(5 more days!). It's pretty. Matt might get me this silver necklace from Nuechterleins...but I still dont know what to get him! I'm thinking maybe this sterling silver chain that's about $30 and this stuffed monkey from Aeropostale it's cool he likes monkeys too...but i dunno...i want to get him something special...can anybody help????????????
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| Mere |
[05 Dec 2001|03:38pm] |
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Punk * Gorillaz |
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Ok well...I don't know what's going on. I mean she got all mad when Jenni wasn't talking to us and stuff, but she hasn't really been talking to me. I mean, I can never find her...or she's with Josh. I think they are back together. Which is retarded...I mean, she can do what she wants but I honestly believe he's NOT going to change. And if they are back together and she's just not telling me then I'm gonna be really really really pissed off. I dunno. Supposedly she is coming over on Friday though.
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| Matt |
[01 Dec 2001|03:32pm] |
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Matt and I are back together!!!!!!!!! Nobody really understands it but...well basically, in the same way that people think they are in love and say they love someone but realize soon after that they don't mean it...well that is what happened with the whole "I don't love you" thing. I'm really happy now though, and so is he. So everything is a whole lot better.
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| Matt |
[27 Nov 2001|10:42am] |
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Random Voices - Classmates |
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Well I'm at school in the library. I have nothing better to do b.c. the PLAN test is today and I'm not taking it. Matt said that he doesn't know if he loves me. I think he does. I don't know why all this has to happen. He also said that I did something wrong but that I probably didn't even know that I did it. He wont tell me what it is right now though, he said he will at lunch. I'm so worried that we wont get back together. I love him so much. I guess all I can do is wait though, b.c. he told me that asking him every 5 minutes gets annoying. Which I know but...I'm just so anxious. In a bad way. So I have to know...but he needs time. We are still going to the dance, and he told me he was still getting me the teddy bear. I'm still confused!
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